At the Blue Café!

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At the blue café, I kept my moon indoors...
At the blue café, where some of me lives in what was...
At the blue café, I sit everyday drawing the future with pain... 
Amongst others I sit watching the hole of my past ...

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trying to close it with the now that erases the heartache that wants to last.

But the hole keeps widening and sends tears to my eyes.
Rocks...
Traces...
Feelings...
Photos...
Scenes...
Palm trees...
They all remember me with my narrow past...
I used to be at the top...
I used to have my own epic...
I used to be strong...
No
I am strong!
I am the now!
I am the future I design!
I am Glorious!
So,
When my moon is out I rise with my halo, shouting out loud.

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#FArraH, #Nottingham 
 10/4/2017
#InfiniteLoveandPeace